The world ended this weekend and


didn’t even wake up for it


“I used to build dreams about you.”- F. Scott Fitzgerald

No Small Price

I hear you before

I see you.

Startling, yet comforting,

you shine luminescent

like the barely functioning headlights

of your beaten up car,

exhausted from incessant use.

My heart felt like this, too,


The valves were tattered around

the coils from prior abuse.

Like a mechanic,

you revived all my compromised parts.

These services were delivered

free of charge.

Thinking nothing of it until


I pressed my clammy palms

upon my restless heart.

Good as new only


it belongs to you.


Inhale, exhale

droopy eyes as evidence 

of last night’s failures

Inhale, exhale

smudged glasses resulting

from an unwillingness to see clearly

Inhale, exhale

blemished canvases because of

refusal to be wiped clean

Inhale, exhale

untied shoelaces because

who gives a fuck

Let the imperfections

become who you are

Let the messy tresses, chipped nail polish, 

unshaven legs

show what you can’t say out loud

Inhale, exhale

we all have scars




This girl is officially published! In a fit of bravery, I decided to submit some of my poetry to an alternative magazine on campus, and the issue just came out today. It doesn’t sound like much, but it was pretty big for me to put myself out there. I have always loved poetry and creative writing, and I have been trying to get more deep into it lately. I love the romanticism, the anonymity of print. You can put yourself out there, but there’s no face to the name. It gives you some privacy and mystery while still being able to express yourself.

Soundtrack of a a Soul Searcher

These guys are my all time favorite band. I have been anticipating their new stuff for so long. This is their second new single off of their anticipated album, Let’s Be Still. I am going to their concert in a few weeks, and I can’t even contain my excitement. IT’s going to be amazing. They were one of my first bands that I really connected with. The meaning behind this song is brave and lovely, and it makes me love the band members even more. Read about it here. http://www.buzzfeed.com/perpetua/the-head-and-the-heart-another-story

Soundtrack of a Soul Searcher

As a Christian, probably the main way I connect with God and my spirituality is through music. When I worship, I can just feel His love pouring into me through the songs that we sing. Music brings people together. I always think of my youth group singing this song on one of our really intense nights. It was the first time I had heard it, and I absolutely love the quiet intensity of it. He is God.